Melange

My color mixed up with melange

so futile, so fragile, so agile

I didn’t paint me recently

Hope and Ignorance filling my empty slot

to be honest, it’s already done

 

Where’s my pallette?

Oh I didn’t find it

Everytime I found my true self

It’s fighting back the opposite way

 

My soul have been occupied

Where did you enter?

Such annoying disturbance

 

Here I found melange

the way every people like

Though I’m perfectly unhappy

to share it

 

I didn’t paint me recently

Hope and Ignorance filling my empty slot

So fragile, everything will turn

upside down

 

Where’s my pallette?

I didn’t find it

Everytime I found my true self

It’s fighting back, my true self

It’s fighting back the opposite way

Prophecy

1:40 a.m

Middle of the night

What satan will die to search

I am here, available, unoccupied

Feeling with empty feeling

 

What am I doing now?

Staring at my note,

Imagining world destruction

Either vision nor message

People just don’t believe

 

This will end, slowly,

Torturing as whip through

your naked body

 

I am hallucinating

What satan will die to see

End of the world, like

a vision I see

a flash running through my mind

 

This episode is epic.

granted by the power of unGod

Wait… What is it?

 

I’m going into me

what satan will die to find

a new world order

neither a vision nor a sin

neither a message nor a fax

 

This will end slowly

Torturing me like a massive

attack to my naked body

 

I am still hallucinating

a new world order

What satan will never find

a vision running through my head

This is the control

I hold the power control

 

What satan will die to get

1:40 a.m vision of the night

a message

granted by the power of unGod

and I am hallucinating

prophecies

Post-bad life statement

Overstated the word of denial.

If anybody else does it, why can’t I?

Been living honest life, what does that lead me?

Most boring ordinary no-adventure no-friction no-sparkles life.

How about Theatre?

Theatre give every right to deny, denial of everything without having to be liar.

I’d like that. Can I have it now?

Why there’s always sacrifice A for B, B for A.. why not getting both?

Choose. Choose. Choose. All crap people talked about. The only reason they spoke of it is because they couldn’t get what they want, or they didn’t let themselves get what they want so they didn’t want to get what you want.

8:08a.m in my post-bad-life-statement