After Rain

After the rain, I saw you walking away from me

I saw you shrugging, holding your tears

I saw everyone were embracing you, encouraging you

I knew I wasn’t gone in vain

After the rain, I saw you playing

sometimes you stopped for a moment as if

you were missing someone.

I knew you felt some emptiness in your heart

I can feel it

After the rain, I saw you grow

stronger, tougher, brighter

you are reaching your school year

you are learning fast

you are getting better at everything

you are always smiling

you are happy

After that heavy rain, I am still here

taking form of anything just to be with you

I do want to grow with you

Dear Azka, after the rain

I see you. Always


In memoir of  my late friend, a great colleague and devoted mother


Full moon has gone…

Walking through the cloud of my unhappiness,bestowed by eternal power of nature

I am contented and fulfilled by love. So dark, it would take my lights away. Bestill my weak heart, those dare to take it shall risk their life.

Mangetsu, Lord of magician show His illusion. I am captured by His creation, but it only lasted for three days

Mangetsu has gone.

Every lunar cycle viciously transformed man into their darker side, mine too.

Greatest curse and gift every thirty-days. Ah- Why am I so gloomy? gone the moon then the stars, but sky never leave me. Lord of elves and fairies, they helped me through this endless nights.

I’m counting on my beads of prayer, will it last for another day? Mangetsu gone as my dreams gone, but I intended to win it back.

oyasumi anata…